I am back.....

Yes.... I am back....

Yesterday

Yesterday I sold my first painting....

Never thought I would come to this far....

It was the "redness messiah"

My first completed painting....

Ronald said that I betrayed the artwork and my own integrity.....

As I told him before, I will never ever sell that painting away.....

So I learned,

In the younger times.....

Never say "never" to anything.....

Selling it away meant de-attaching and survival by all means.....

At times like this....

The end product is nothing but wooden frame and many many colors on it.....

I reckoned, the process that's everything..........

and of course...........

the memories......

I have gained along the road.....

So ronald...... don't be mad..... as I am not trying to prove anything.....

I just wanna continue to do art.....

Just as long as I am still alive.....


GreyBoy

Life As a Moocher.....

GreyBoy

VODKA

it's been almost six weeks.... today
Vodka passed away on 27th Sept 2008....
I was holding him on my arm....
when he took his last breath.....


Nothing have been more painful than this....


Boy, my next art project is dedicated to you......
(Boy = Vodka's nickname)



Called : THE BABOON HOUSE


























Boy....
Remember than I used to always call you "monkey"!


GreyBoy

Life Around the Clock.....

"Albert Einstein once explained the principle of relativity by saying, "When a man sits with a pretty girl for an hour, it seems like a minute. But let him sit on a hot stove for a minute -- and it's longer than any hour. That's relativity...."





GreyBoy

The Resurrection of Fenris by Dennis McNett

For me, this is the best way to celebrate ART.....

GreyBoy

Which is which?

Otto: Which is better?

Grey: Which is which?

Otto: Imagination or Reality?

Grey: I don't have the answer....

Otto: But which one is better?

Grey: What is the difference..... both of them are not permanent anyway....

Otto: Reality changes, even when you don't want it to. Imagination is forever, if you wish it to be.

Grey: I have never heard of an Imagination that could last forever.... nope, no that one....

Otto: Reality has rules which you must abide, like gravity or distance or time. Imagination is far and wide, vast as you want it to be or as small as you dream.

Grey: A person ability to imagine depends on his or her ability to perceive the reality world.....like having a clock with no time is shown.....if reality has rules to abide than the imaginative world has the rule of possibility of untrue events in the reality world, in which guided by the law of the universe. Just mathematical perception for the unknown.

Otto: People who live in their imaginative world are often misunderstood. They're called mad because they choose to live in imagination constantly. In fact they often are happiest people in their worlds. There they are winners, successful, rich, wanted and loved. Reality is opposite.

Grey: People who live in the reality world love to see the differences in everything and not so much on similarity. You and I are no exceptions.

Otto: Which is more powerful?

Grey: Which is which?

Otto: A person who is real or a person who can imagine?

Grey: Can you even ask a question like that.....

Otto: Why not?

Grey: Aren't we human are capable of both....

Otto: We are all buying time, aren't we?

Grey: I am not even wanna start with time thingy just yet.....

Otto: So which is more powerful?

Grey: To think of oneself that could fly into the clouds with wings of an angel, then reach out to kiss the sunshine and turn around to give a the largest smile to the world ...... can more powerful than......... waking up to a 9 to 5 job, greet and serve your masters well and you can ensure rewarding materialistic world to live in the future, that could serve as the single most pleasurable motive for every single being that are still able to breathe well today..... dammit. Stop confusing me.

Otto: Why?

Grey: I dunno. I really do not know. Let me ask you one question.....

Otto: ok

Grey: Do you believe in ghost?

Otto: no

Grey: Nevermind..... just pretend you do.

Otto: Why?

Grey: Just pretend, Godammit...... ok. You are all alone in this dark room somewhere in the middle of desert. It is all dark and scary. Then you can hear mumbling voice of the most errie sounds around your ears. Anyone in this situation should be frighten, right?. ok. Which one is scarier..... a ghost that suddenly appear in front of you........ or a ghost that you cannot see at all, that you have to make up something in your mind...... Now answer to your own question of which one is more powerful; reality or imagination.

Otto: I'm listening to Joni Mitchell and Bob Dylan. Very good.

Grey: Well. great. I got to go too. I got a date with Bob Marley and the Wailers......


Conversation that I never saw it coming.....


GreyBoy